after yesterday's ordeal, i have been sulking at 1 corner of the bus back to amk, thinkin real hard. do i have to constantly face all these men's drinking problem that leads to either health-related issues or spilt personalities???

though it hurts deeply inside to witness the inflicted injury of mi own bro but i jus kept it silently within me. it grounded me the entire morning till afternoon at mom's pl without wanting to talk or even bother to find out much... it's not that i don't care but it's more of a drag should i bother about it. No one is special or unique but learning to get out of the bad patch and stand up strong on your own is what he's lacking.

felt so pissed off till i lose interest in watching "transformers" cartoon~haiz.