if u love me, u will not have constantly hurt me

dammn it, i sprained my ankle again. walkin alone n searchin for u downstairs around 4.16am-irresponsible act of urs twice tis month.

when i managed to staggered all the way back to the room, i just took out the scan and sat down there staring at it and thinking through...didnt cry this time... i just felt numb all over.

after yesterday's ordeal, i have been sulking at 1 corner of the bus back to amk, thinkin real hard. do i have to constantly face all these men's drinking problem that leads to either health-related issues or spilt personalities???

though it hurts deeply inside to witness the inflicted injury of mi own bro but i jus kept it silently within me. it grounded me the entire morning till afternoon at mom's pl without wanting to talk or even bother to find out much... it's not that i don't care but it's more of a drag should i bother about it. No one is special or unique but learning to get out of the bad patch and stand up strong on your own is what he's lacking.

felt so pissed off till i lose interest in watching "transformers" cartoon~haiz.